It has been 8 months since John’s death. It has been so hard to live without him. Here is a video I did recently for The Veterans United blog on faith. May it encourage you!

It has been over three months since John's passing. Life has been hard and crazy these past few months. A few events include Than getting married, Caleb and Renée having a baby, and The Rock Campus Church continue to thrive in the absence of John.

We remember John, as he has passed 3 weeks ago. We have a few more videos that John and Josh shot over the final months that we are excited to share with you over the next few weeks. John had such a passion for life and it is evident in these videos. We miss him so much and it is still so painful to live in a reality without him.

What do we do with our pain from John’s passing? It’s painful for us all. Let’s continue walking together on this journey.

My sweet and most wonderful best friend John Drage got his eternal reward early this morning! We grieve and rejoice!

As John lives out his final days we reflect as a family about his impact and his assurance of the future. He is absolutely at peace to where his soul is going and does not feel ripped off by his seemingly unfortunate circumstances. We love you John!

These past couple weeks have been especially hard. As it seems these may be my last days and weeks I continue to praise God for who He is and what He has done. The Lord has a good plan and we can trust Him with our whole hearts.

John and I just got the news that our coronavirus tests are positive again, for a third time. We probably have two more weeks of quarantine. This news is quite discouraging but we remain thankful in the things that God has given us!

If you knew you only had one year left to live, what would you do? Our time together now has a limit, though all our lives already have a limit. I didn’t feel it before. Now it is our reality!